Received 2 job rejection emails today.
Got up around 1:30 p.m. Went to the mall for mom's christmas party gift exchange gifts. Bought two and was done.
Bought some chocolates. Damn that is something a boyfriend is DEF supposed to be buying for me. Such injustice. First time I've had a piece of candy in..ever? Ages? Can't remember.
Spent tortuous time in car in the rain in traffic with parents for an incredibly annoying evening. 5 hours of driving and waiting and going to doctor with a distorted view of body image of women to get my thyroid checked. Had the audacity to say that I needed to lose weight. Fucking asshole. Didn't even check my bmi, didn't have the nurse use any calipers. Can't believe he said that - I'm the most in shape I've been in ages. I can do 100 push-ups and run a few miles every chance I get. Damn.
And yet he himself is overweight. I could smoke him in a two mile run.
Insensitive, distorted female body image-viewing, old male doctor.
Men are so unrealistic and insensitive. Gotta go to a woman for someone with brains and sensitivity as a human being.
Fucking asshole. Never going there again.
Got home. Couldn't get home soon enough and get the hell away from my parents.
Gotta get out of this house.
Sent an email to a former temp agency of mine in LA that had some super nice people there. Need to find out what positions they've got available.
Registered on a temp agency website and checked their jobs. Checked emails.
Brushed my teeth. Put some salicylic acid on my face since I have face of a horny teenager. WTF?!! You hear what I just said? I had to put some ACID on my SKIN on my FACE; it's that bad. Using the face wash my dermatologist gave me - it's been 2 weeks so far; hasn't begun working yet. Hopefully it will sooner than later. Sigh. Way to kick a woman while she's down - attack her vanity.
Oh, character-building experiences.
Applied to 4 more jobs, including a part-time position. So unacceptably dim in my room. Need to buy a floor lamp ASAP. So damn dark. My eyes hurting from squinting - in the dark? At my computer screen? Will have to pick up tomorrow along with one last gift. Hopefully get to the mall early, before the crowds, and get out.
OD'd on the rest of the gourmet chocolates. Hello, candy. It's been awhile. Nice to know you still exist.
Total job applications: 9.
Total job rejections: 2.
Total employment email general inquiries sent: 1.
Total new profile creation on a job search website: 1.
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