Hello, new blog.
I forgot about that question. Why is it always the simple questions that are the most important, that are the ones most easily forgotten?
I dreamt about the beginning of the end - my end, to clarify. I had this weird dream that I was dead and it was the first two days of my death, and my spirit was watching over my family and how the world was existing without me. Or, something like that.
Weird dreams when you're nearing 30.
I feel like I'm waiting for life to begin. But maybe I could just be doing some things. Stop thinking about things so much and just live life.
If only I could be that nonchalant. Like a mindless surfer.
No, I tend to look at life in that diagram of decision clouds. Or action clouds - whatever sequence of clouds lead from one action to another, but the decisions you make have a direct correlation to a unique outcome. What are those things called? Yeah, one of those.
In all the months of job hunting and hustling and networking and soul searching and self questioning and introspective research, I've come to the realization that whatever it is, I just want to do something, the next adventure, the next city I live in, the next job I have, basically the next BIG OL' LIFE DECISION - has to be something that I'm excited about. Because it's high time for me to get excited about something.
Remember that question? What excites you?
